I’m fucking sick of my life now I DO NOT WANT THIS ANYMORE
I hate everything I am tired of being depressed these pills do nothing and I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT I CANT.
scratch that when people actually give up on you THAT FUCKIN HURTS man
not being able to tell people how or why you feel a certain way really hurts
For the first time in a while, I feel okay.
I feel happy.
I USED TO BE THIS GUY SITTING WITH AN OPEN HEART NOW MY COMPUTER SCREENS THE ONLY PLACE I FEEL A SPARK
I AIN’T GONNA BE AROUND FOREVER SO FUCK IT ALL
MIXING MORE GUINNESS WITH TWENTY TABLETS OF TYLENOL
Why can’t I sleep.
I should be studying, but I’m not.
I should be writing.
But I can’t.